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Silent prayers... ANSWERED.
Seven invisible sunsets had past since the news was broken, I can still remember every second of that moment when I heard about an incident that turned my heart inside out. Seven long nights of what ifs? and a night full of twist and turn.
For the first time in my life I felt so dispensable. The feeling that anytime you can be replaced with less regrets or none at all. Like a paper thrown into the furnace leaving nothing but a dust cloud of memory. The long hours of waiting makes it worse. The ghosts of memories and anticipation are playing right above my head. A part of my mind is telling me that everything will be all right yet another part of it tells me not to hope so much for it may cost me a broken heart and a bitter heart.
Resting was never easy, When I drowse myself to sleep, it takes nothing but a few minutes for my mind to wander again: thinking of what I have to do in the event that I'd lose one my inspiration to work. Engulfed by frustration and fear, the child in me cried silently and begged for help. My heart called for divine intervention; believing that miracles happen.
I found myself restless the moment I rouse this morning. My neck stiff and my head feels like its gonna break in two. I've never been a believer but it feels like its a bad omen. There's no way to find out but get off the bunk and start my day.
So my day began and I took a short moment to silently pray. I've never been so prayerful these days but this time its different. This is the day that could change my life forever, a day that would point me to a new direction. I can feel the static building in the air and I chose to ignore it most of the time. I told myself in silence " this is not the time to get distracted, compose yourself and think that good things happen to good people" .
I went on with what I call a day, conscious with every tick of the clock. The moment is yet to come so I hold on to every ounce of my patience as I went on from one task to another.
I got so occupied on my own little world when that final moment had come. Decision has been made and when I heard the news my heart leaps with joy, thankful that my silent prayers were answered.
The clouds have cleared itself away and gave way to a bright and promising day. I can't wait to see the sun set. For the first time in the last seven days I found tranquility.
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